Havent been posting much these days or months . I've been busy with school and other stuff . right now i'm sad because i just made the biggest mistake of my life ! )= Letting Someone who i love go . i didnt realised how much i love him , truely . But now that his gone i'm like so lifeless . i cant do anything fun . i do but after sometime i start to remember the past that we had . i really tried to forget him and the stuffs we did the last time but i cant . i dont think i can even forget everything i had . I TOTALLY MADE THE WRONG DECISION . I didn't think twice if i really wanted that to happen . )= Guess everything is too late now . I think he's even MOVED ON . My heart feels like its been just stabbed by a knife staright through my heart . never felt this way before . wish i could undo time but thats impossible . I never really knew that he WAS that into me and i just see it as a way that i didnt really appreciate it when i should have . i wish that he knows how sorry i really am for that . even if he did , i dont think he'll be the same like he used to . i totally REGRET this . I dont care about other guys who might be batter than him . it would just never be the same . Alright , i'll just end here . sadly . ( Best day ; 17/08/10 ♥ , Saddest day ; 12/03/11*broken hearted* )

Signing Off ~