Havent been posting much these days or months . I've been busy with school and other stuff . right now i'm sad because i just made the biggest mistake of my life ! )= Letting Someone who i love go . i didnt realised how much i love him , truely . But now that his gone i'm like so lifeless . i cant do anything fun . i do but after sometime i start to remember the past that we had . i really tried to forget him and the stuffs we did the last time but i cant . i dont think i can even forget everything i had . I TOTALLY MADE THE WRONG DECISION . I didn't think twice if i really wanted that to happen . )= Guess everything is too late now . I think he's even MOVED ON . My heart feels like its been just stabbed by a knife staright through my heart . never felt this way before . wish i could undo time but thats impossible . I never really knew that he WAS that into me and i just see it as a way that i didnt really appreciate it when i should have . i wish that he knows how sorry i really am for that . even if he did , i dont think he'll be the same like he used to . i totally REGRET this . I dont care about other guys who might be batter than him . it would just never be the same . Alright , i'll just end here . sadly . ( Best day ; 17/08/10 ♥ , Saddest day ; 12/03/11*broken hearted* )

Signing Off ~

Hey guys !! its 2011 ! i hope it would be A BETTER YEAR . xP
Just wishing you guys a HAPPY NEW YEAR , ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN .
Before you get OLD . >< hahah ... once again a happy new year .

GONNA EAT COOKIES NOW !! HAHAH .. Nothing really to post about XP
umm... yeah , few days ago , i have a BAD QUARREL )= but now we're COOL ! =D
thank god ! heheh . ^^ thats all . peace ya'll .

Hey , its been a long time since I've posted >< sorry =p umm .. nothing much to say . 2 days ago and yesterday was one of the worst . kept quarreling .. sigh . I HOPE WE BOTH CAN MAKE IT THROUGH . ummm .. shall just post quotes .

1)A broken heart is worst .its's like having broken ribs , Nobody can see it .
But it hurts every time you breath .

2)People always say to follow your heart . but when your heart is broken , which piece should i follow ?

3)Saying " I LOVE YOU " isn't enough to make someone feel loved .
actions speak louder than words .

4)Love happens, when you stop looking for it.

5)Everyone says you only fall in love once. That's not true because every time I see you, I fall in love all over again.

6)Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances. Losing and finding happiness. Appreciating memories and learning from the past.

7)True strength is being able to hold it together, when no one would blame you for falling apart.

8)Trust is EVERYTHING . if a RELATIONSHIP doesn't have it you wont last long .
9)People are in your life for a reason so don’t ever regret something if it once made you the happiest person in the world.

10)there are lots of girls that are are crying over a guy who doesn't deserve their tears .

I'm feeling better now (: THANKFULLY ! hehe .. yeah .. Monday was okay . people made me LAUGH ! XD even MYSELF made me laugh . >.< Nothing much to say really ..just the FACT that I'M NOW OFFICIALLY SCARED OF GUYS WHEN THEY GET PISSED OFF . LIKE SERIOUSLY BEWARE ! yeah ..thats all .. BYES .

I've got the flu .. all thanks to GOBINTH & BRANDON ! THANK YOU SO MUCH . =.=
So yeah .. now abit sick .. but had lots of fun YESTERDAY .. at EAST COAST ! :D
Took pictures together .. so yeah .. lazy type EVERYTHING .. byes .

I dont know why , but i'm still feeling that your just going to play with me . and one day dump me cause of another girl like you USED to ): whenever you say that your going out with your old friends.. i feel like there is more to that . this are the feelings that i can never tell you cause i know that there will be another argue between the two of use again . i know it has happened like 2 times already . and i told you that i will TRUST you . but the truth is that i'm still not sure if i can trust you . i still have more to say but i dont know how to express it . but this are just some of the way i feel of what i think you are . i'm not saying that ...i really dont trust you . I"M TRYING to . i told you that IF YOU LOVE ME SHOW ME . but its like ..okay i know your sort of trying but ... i still dont feel anything ? i mean have uh but A BIT only .hiaz...i really dont know what to do or feel . ):


Mood ; Sad .

Back from the MOVIES ! :D
its like my first time watching 2 movies in ONE DAY ! awesome . its with my darling ;D
First watched HAUNTED CHANGI ; DAMN BORING ! and KINDA FUNNY ;D
Second ; GROWN UPS !! SUPER FUNNY ! the best ! love it ! 5 STARS ! ;D
yeah . super fun (: yeah .... going to end here (: byes (:

Nothing really to blog about .. just going to say that i'm going to watch a movie with ...Lee Weilun , gobinth and his "Cousin" (: alrights . bye bye (:

This Video totally MADE MY DAY ! :D wanna watch it ? sure .......
1)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVrIV4SkXYY ----> WANNABE
2)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGA6Ysw-x2g ----> ONE TIME
3)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOq-sW8uPRM&feature=related ---> BAD ROMANCE
4)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9yR2UDqNsI&feature=related ----> WATCHA SAY

Try watching them ! ;D